I've decided to start taking my transition more seriously. I have been neglecting my duties to myself over the last few months and that needs to stop. Like now. Honestly it kinda scares me to take anything seriously... I'm not used to it. I have an endo appointment tomorrow, and Ruka is taking me. There's something about him that makes me brave. I'm going to get up around 8 to start getting ready. The appointment is at 11:45. 2 and a half ot three hours should give me enough time. I have decided that I am going to make him eat his words about me not living in my role. I'm still debating about wearing a fucking skirt and heels. Likely it will be khakis and heels, though. I'm going to wear something low cut, though. Want pics? ;) All that said, I'm terrified. However, I decided that this year I will conquer my fears. So I am going to do it. They seem to want a stereotypical woman... I can do that if it gets me what I want.
I made Ally PROMISE me that we will start putting money away for laser/electro, soon. I need it. my facial hair (and my hairline) are the reminders I hate most about my body. My hair is growing back at a decent rate now, Saturday I was able to look in a mirror and not cringe. Yay for me.